(no subject)
And this is bloody intolerable. By his count, it's been fourteen nights, which means fourteen days. Fourteen weddings and fourteen chances for Anahuarque to turn to him with that particular look in her eye. Some of the nights have been easier than others - sometimes, he's risen to the occasion and others, he hasn't. For her part, Anahuarque seems genuinely kind. There's something particularly hard in the way she leans in to him, her hair loose around her shoulders, and touches his face.
His arm bothers him and he drinks a lot.
He's not sure when exactly it happens. It's as though something entirely snaps inside his head. Tonight is one of the nights when it does not go well, when he takes time to please her in other ways and then lies beside her, open-eyed, until her breathing levels and slows.
Drunk as he is, there's only one place that he can go.
He walks in without knocking.
His arm bothers him and he drinks a lot.
He's not sure when exactly it happens. It's as though something entirely snaps inside his head. Tonight is one of the nights when it does not go well, when he takes time to please her in other ways and then lies beside her, open-eyed, until her breathing levels and slows.
Drunk as he is, there's only one place that he can go.
He walks in without knocking.
no subject
no subject
"Just breathe," he advises, pressing another kiss to the corner of Laurence's mouth, rocking his hips forward to press his own cock into the hollow of Laurence's hip.
no subject
no subject
It comes out very quiet, breathed against Laurence's skin but, quiet as it is, he means it. He pauses, his fingers against Laurence's skin, Laurence's breeches sagging open.
God, he hopes that Laurence doesn't say it.
no subject
no subject
"God, Will..."
no subject
no subject
He presses another kiss to Laurence's mouth, muffling any sound that he might make, getting lost in the other man in every way that he can.
no subject
no subject
no subject
no subject
"Oh, God, Will," he mumbles. "I have...Jesus...I've wanted."
no subject
no subject
His own hips jerk, his rhythm turned erratic, hand tightening as it strokes.
no subject
no subject
"Thank you," he mumbles, still rocking forward, unable to halt.
no subject
no subject
"Jesus, Will...I..."
no subject
no subject
He knows that he ought to move away, knows that this is pushing Laurence one step further than he should.
But he can't.
no subject
no subject
"Will, I..."
no subject
no subject
"Just..." He loses the word into a ragged moan. "Touch me, Will. Please."
no subject
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)